Long Time No See

So I have had some really interesting times since I last updated, which was a long time ago. Since then I went to Jessica's house and that was fun. Going and seeing Tyson and Taylor with Dorothy and then running after Dirk in his truck and dealing with Dorothy bringing the dog inside. Dorothy running into the bushes because a cop comes up. Also Dorothy and Jessica sliding down the stairs on their butts. Lots of drunk calling, which is always interesting. This was like July 21 or some where around there.

last night~ late night! My mom was kind of wondering about me but doesn't matter cause she isn't mad anyways. Some annoying but still funny drunk people. The dancing was good and funny. The matrix. The pictures will be dirty and funny. Our hot tub chats and what not. Mango....Yummy. Passing out on the baseball bed and rolling around on it for about an half an hour before and who could forget Freddie, who ever the hell that was.

tonight~ went to Paul's and just talked about random interesting and always leading to sexual stuff and an ass slapping fest. Then trying to leave while Cody ends up cutting his big toe open on the driveway, doesn't look very good. It is a good thing I carry a first aid kit in my car.
today~ I found the beeper thing to my car! I haven't had one ever for my car. Found my old laser pointer and a bead I lost to my hemp necklace. also found out the someone cut there finger off yesterday. I cant even image not having part of my finger there and I hope I never know! Poor guy.

Tomorrow~ Farmers market and shipwreck beads i think

Marisa

"I Feel Like I Have No Muscles in My Body"

wow last night was interesting and fun! Found out some things, that interest me greatly wish I had known sooner but whatever. Went on some wild driving runs. Saw Dorothy chase after Dirk as I just went and got the car, very funny to watch her run bare foot. Went back to Jessica's for a while and then went home.

Tonight~ hung out with Stephanie, Megan, Alex, and Spencer. Went to sharris, went to safeway and got a lot of water.  Now I need to go to sleep!
Good Night
Marisa

Really Tired!

 
So I have been really tired lately. Haven't really done anything much lately either.
well I went to a soccer tourny in Bellingham with the team, by the way it was a blast! Frans hair looks awesome! We got 3rd. Should have had 1st or 2nd but that is a long story don't really feel like telling it. Meet some more baseball boys again and talked to Sam once again, he is such a nice boy.

Putnam and I went down to lake fair saw my brother and his friends. Then went to watch the fireworks at the capitol but they sucked so much we left and went back down to lakefair so Putnam could get some food, then we left. As we were walking up to the capitol this guy is holding a sign with "Chase Bush" (vote Kerry), so Putnam says" yeah vote Kerry!" and then the guy was like I take numbers too. Lets just say we ran far far away from him!

then hung out with Stephanie, Putnam and Sami, Mai-lan and Spencer. Spent the night there.

wanted a motorcycle ride today,but didn't get one. Saddens me! I really want one!!

Codington
Marisa

FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I tried to write last night but when I went to publish it. It disappeared!
so a recap of yesterday night. Went to the drive-in with Spencer, Putnam, Schlatter, and Cody! Fun times!

Today I got up early went to a dentist appointment, so my teeth hurt now. Then stopped by the soccer camp. Left there and took my brother to go get his car from Chris house. Then took a short nap in the sun. Went swimming at ward with Cassondra, Schlatter, Putnam, Megan, Spencer, Tim, Tyler, John and Alex who showed up later. Went home washed cars went and got my brothers contacts. Then went and got a video game with him, NASCAR. Then went to the rec soccer game, they won with only 7 people, way to go!
came home took a shower and hung Stephanie and megan, got milkshakes. Then meet Jason, Jeff, Kirsten, Kristin, Jessica, Golson and Janel down at the fountain. Then we went to Janel's and chilled. Some people went in the hot tub. Then came home. Also had an interesting conversation with my soccer coach on if I am playing next year or not. I guess I have to decide if I am going to or not, which I don't think is really fair because soccer doesn't start for another month so I don't see why I have to choose now.I dont really feel like explaining why I wouldn't play right now but yeah.
Goodnight
Marisa

What Else Can You Do??

Sometimes I look at life and wonder what I am doing here. I look around and see people lieing, stealing, running away from problems, away from life, fighting parents, partying to get away from there real life. Why don't people ever deal with there problems, instead of ignoring them. Things always get worse the more you wait or they just don't ever get fixed or get to the point where you cant fix them anymore.
Over the past four years I have learned a lot about life. You learn that its not all that fun and that things that you think are important aren't important at all. all the stupid drama with people fighting or talking trash or who knows what. But people manage to find something always wrong. Why cant people just be happy with what they have and find something good in there life instead of trying to pick apart someone else's.
Friends are suppose to be for comfort and for someone to talk to about your problems, not to push away, not to treat like they are extra stuff. You would think that you would run to your best friend when there was something wrong. But what I have noticed is people seem to keep things to themselves(myself included) not everyone does all the time. When you look at people, not everyone will understand why you do certain things, like break up with someone or push your best friend away, or go party just because you can. Maybe the reason we keep things to ourselves to keep us from getting hurt worse or maybe cause no one will understand what you are going through or why you have to do certain things. There is a point where I guess you have to let something go, if pushing someone away that cares for you is what you have to do, I guess all I can say is go for it. I mean I don't know what it is like to move around, but I do know what it is like to lose someone so very close to you. Its almost like they are dieing right in front of your eyes and you cant do anything about it.
losing someone is the hardest thing someone can go through in life. You don't know your living until the people around you start dieing. Life is precious and people treat it as it were nothing new. You don't have to be sick to die, you don't have to have some disease, s surgery. You just have to be out in the world, it could just take you all at once and there no stopping it. That is life and people don't see that, some people think having a bad hair day is a bad day. They think not getting asked to prom is a horrible day and yeah that isn't fun, but when it really comes down to it, that is nothing compared to other things that could happen.
Moving is horrible thing to have to do your senior year. Maybe the way you deal with stuff is to push people away, but one day you will realize that losing someone that was so close to you is so much worse. Your afraid you'll lose the memories, the place in that persons heart. But in life there is so much at stake that you really shouldn't try to push things away that you love you should try to hold on to them and cherish them cause the next day they could be dead and you would have wished you had gotten to say goodbye. Unfortunately life isn't that easy and some people don't ever come to realize that. Life is always so mush worse when you have no idea what reality really is.
Marisa