stick it out or run away? which do i choose? i am so confused, where can i find my center. im working on doing me but im so worried about him. it is trust or it is fear that i am letting control me? i think its both. sometimes i wish there was an easy way out, an easy way to decide what i truely want. i think i want to be able to have stablitity and loyality in someone. thats actually is what i want, but i dont know if i have that or not. a relationship stands for trust, honesty, loyality, respect, someone to lean on, dependable, to share your life with. i dont have that, but i want that. even if there wasnt a title i would just want to know that is what i have. how do you trust a guy when almost every guy is running around playing games, but your hoping that the one you care for isnt doin that to you. i am feeling very insecure at the moment and im not sure how to change that or will it ever change with this certain person. as for now im just gonna try and write my paper and do what is my number one priority, and thats ME!