so in recent months i have been decieved by someone i trusted so much... his reasonings for why he did it, really dont make sense either. but i am a very forgiving person and would give a second chance... but from what it sounds like he doesnt want to be loyal. sometimes i believe that honesty is the best policy but i cant be dragged thur what i have been in the past months. its either all the way or no way at all. i need my space and time to myself to move on. sometimes its not what your heart wants but in the end thats what is best for you. sometimes things dont seem right at first but in the end it was. i have learned to love and lose so many times that i should be able to let go. but its different for some reason and i wish it wasnt. i guess i just need to stop giving in.. stop answering my phone, stop texting back.. tell him to just stop cause i cant do it and move on with him still all up in my space. even when you say you have to stick to it and thats the hard part. you can say it as much as you want but you truely have to wait it with your heart cause if your not 100% in it then its never gonna happen.. i thought i was but truely i was not ready. i am going to have force myself into it though i have a feeling. oh well life goes on, it never stops even if you try to make it. everything is always moving! guess thats just the way it is.... it is what it is dont act suprised...