so im back to the normal... nothing going right. i mean nothing in life can go completely right but its like once i get everything straightened out, things go wrong. i just dont know what i am suppose to do anymore... you say your ready for a relationship i think not. i want more than anything to just be happy but is that consist of you being in it? i want you to be in it but do you want to be apart of it. i cant tell what you want cause well im not you but i know how everything feels. i feel so unwanted and all i want to do is feel wanted. i want someone who wants to hug me and hold me tight when im feeling down. who wants to be there thur ups and downs. i have started to live by this quote if you cant handle me at my worst you dont deserve me at my best. have you ever just wanted to believe so much in someone but they just arent helping you do that. im just done i guess, i just dont know what to do anymore. wish things were just clear and set right out there for you sometimes. thats life for ya though