This Is For Dorothy!

We have break all this week, so you can call whenever you can. I will anwser, and i have so much to tell you! you'll like it a lot. hope to hear from you soon or be able to get a hold of you.

love marisa

Dont Look Down

Son, what you don´t understand
My words might never explain
So I am hoping that time will
Things may not go as you planned
dark clouds might bring you pain
but I will be in your heart still
Telling you...Don´t look down
Don´t feast your eyes on things that are on the ground
And if it gets hard to focus
When you´re driving almost at the speed of sound
Feeling nowhere bound
Remember what I told you
And don´t you dare look down
Don´t look down... no
No father wants his sonTo repeat the wrongs his daddy´s done
I want you to get it right child
I wont always be here for you
So to yourself always be true
And if you get lost use your inner light child
Shine it and...Don´t look down
Don´t feast your eyes on things that are on the ground
And if it gets hard to focus
When you´re driving almost at the speed of sound
Feeling nowhere bound
Almost out of control
Burn rubber and not your soul
Because something is within
That you can count on
When there is no hand to hold
And the world seems dark and cold
Remember what I told you And don´t you dare look down
Don´t you dare look down
Don´t look down
When you´re traveling almost at the speed of sound
Don´t you dare look down
Don´t look down

Words Cant Bring Me Down

Have you ever wondered about any ones actions and why they acted that way. Have you ever thought that someone was one of your most trusted friends and it turns out they really aren’t. I always thought that my freshmen year was the worst and I was all done with the drama of friends and finding my real friends. I guess I was wrong again; nothing is ever going to be good. I thought that senior year was suppose to be the best year, the most fun. All that has been happening for the past month and a half is drama. Every single week there is something new or on going, it never ends, you can’t get away from it. Even if you do it lasts for a day and then it seeks you out and captures you again. Then when try and avoid or stay away from it, someone has to make some more and when you start not to care it starts to affect other things, it is never ending!
Freshmen year was suppose to be the year you find out who your real friends are, the depression, the fight to find yourself, and to stay alive within society. Unfortunately senior year has turned out to be the same as freshmen year. My friends are what have kept me going through the years, being fun and entertaining. Lately I haven’t even wanted to be around some friend’s cause they pull you down and make you feel as though you are worthless. That’s what you call a one sided friend, someone who uses you when they need to talk but then turn you away or shut you down when you need to talk.
I have learned to stay away from these people and to keep things to myself, be my own best friend. When all else false you only have yourself in the end. Why should you be a good friend, if your friends can’t do the same back? Why should you have to act happy when you are not, because people are afraid of the truth or just don’t care about your feelings and worry only about how they feel. People are afraid of what reality really is. They don’t understand that there is something beyond high school. What has happened to the compassion in people, the heart, the feeling of sorrow and the understanding of sadness? Why are people so afraid of it, its not contagious and its part of life that people shun away.
Maybe that is just me and how I see the world, but nothing so far has really been able to change my feelings towards it all.
Marisa