Giving up….
Have you ever just felt like giving up and giving in to everything? Why do you feel like you are going to crumble sometimes? I hate that feeling. Some people say to keep trying but what if you can’t do it on your own anymore? Who do you turn? What do you do if all the people thought you could trust or run to just seem to not any have the time? Or maybe they seen to have their own problems and you don’t want to bother them with it. Maybe you are afraid that they won’t understand what you are talking about. Maybe they will question it and you just can’t explain the feeling. What happens when something so close to you starts to fade away? What do you do when you can’t hold on any longer? What about something that you thought was so dependable, wasn’t really. How do you suppress feelings that you don’t want, but you just can’t help? What happens when you get hurt but no one will help you fight your way back up? Why cant people understand that not everyone can always stand alone. How do you escape from all of your problems just for a minute? How do you regain your composure? I once heard a saying “ its not how you fall, but how well you rise when you get up.” I believe that it true, but what if some things just never stop pounding you down? How do you fight that, unless you have someone else on your side fighting with you? Who is willing to fight with you?
Marisa