Trust Issues

So in the past 2 months i have been decived and taken advantage of. I have been far to trusting of the opposite sex. Now i dont trust any guy, or well very few and when i say few i really mean like 5 guys. i have tried to trust again but once again i have been hurt or i wouldnt say hurt but misused. why should i trust again, cause well i tried and it didnt work, i just got the same feeling again. that sickening feeling that twists your stomach and makes you feel like shit or that you want to throw up. Why do people take advantage of you when you are trying to trust again, that just makes it 10 times as hard for me. Now i dont ever want to trust any guy ever again, minus the ones that i already do. i dont know how you can earn my trust it will be very hard to get it. now i am not as open as i once was, now i am guarded about everything, it doesnt matter how small it is, i will protect it from you. i hate doing it but why would i keep putting myself out there if i keep getting this treatment or feeling?

Marisa